be strong and carry on

no other choice

cheer up

for my wife

for my future

and my little dealbeorht

recently

stressfully

but no one can giving me a hand

nvm

holding strong---going on

i'm strong enough to mend

giv her the happiness life

to the best of my ability

would you marry me?

wOw can't imagine

my wedding day is coming

truths

GOT TAGGED BY yes

Rules : Once you've been tagged, you're supposed to write a note with 100 truths about you.
At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged.










WHAT WAS YOUR:





1. Last beverage : Mocha





2. Last phone call: my lovely wife





3. Last text message: my sis





4. Last song you listened to: battle field





5. Last time you cried: 4gt






HAVE YOU EVER:





6. Dated someone twice: yes





7. Been cheated on:yes





8. kissed someone and regretted it: yes





9. Lost someone special: Yes





10. Been depressed: Yes





11. Been drunk and threw up:yes







LIST TWO FAVORITE COLOURS:





12. black




13. white






THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2010)





14. Made a new friend: yes





15. Fallen in love:yes




16. Laughed until you cried: no





17. Met someone who changed you:yes





18. Found out who your true friends were: yes






19. Found out someone was talking about you: yes





20. Kissed anyone on your friend's list accidentally : yes





21. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: -





22. How many kids do you want to have: 12 XD





23. Do you have any pets:no





24. Do you wanna change your name:no





25. What did you do for your last birthday: go maison wif fren




26.wat time wake up today :2pm





wt were you doing at midnight last night: kiss my girl xD

. Name something you CANNOT wait for: married xD

29. Last time you saw your Mother:last day

30 What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: Everything





31. What are you listening to right now: my dear sound

32. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: yes

33. What's getting on your nerves right now: my wife

34. Most visited webpage: dear's blog

35 What's your real name: Cheng Yao Shien

. What's your nickname: zai





38. Relationship Status:married





. Zodiac sign: gemini





Male or female: male

41. Elementary school: kdu

42. Middle School: kdu




43. High school/college: kdu





44. Hair colour: complicated==





long or short:short





46. Height: 170+




47. Do you have a crush on someone: Yes




48: What do you like about yourself: My hair

49. Piercings: Yes





50. Tattoos: yes





51. Righty or lefty: Righty





FIRSTS :




52. First surgery: No

53. First piercing: tongue












. First best friend: ray











. First sport you joined in: dance









56. First vacation: New york











st pair of trainers: Nike











Eating: 4gt











. Drinking: Milk











61. I'm about to: go sleep wif my dear==



















63. Waiting for: my wedding xD






















64. Want kids: sure











Get Married: Yes











66. Career: manager of melaleuca












WHICH IS BETTER :









67. Lips or eyes: Eyes











68. Hugs or kisses: HUGS











69. Shorter or taller: TALLER











70. Older or Younger: younger













mantic or spontaneous: Romantic












72. Nice stomach or nice arms: Nice stomach













sensitive/loud: Sensitive











74. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship











75. Trouble maker or hesitant: Hesitant.











HAVE YOU EVER :











76. Kissed a stranger: yes











Drank hard liquor: yes










Lost your glasses/ contact:yes











Sex on first date: yes











. Broken someone's heart: yes











. Been arrested: yes











. Turned someone down: Yes











4. Cried when someone died: yes











. Fallen for a friend: Yes











DO YOU BELIEVE IN:











86. Yourself: Yes











87. Miracles: yes











. Love at first sight: Yes











89. Heaven: Yea











90. Santa Claus: no==











Kiss on the first date: yes











Angels: No











ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:









94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: Yes,but nt now













95. Did you sing today: Yes!











96. Ever cheated on somebody: Yes











7. If you could go back in time, how far would you go: 16 years ago.











98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be: August 30











99. Are you afraid of falling in love: Yes











100. Posting this as 100 truths: I did

right here waiting for u

dear moved back to her house
coz her granpa was opposed us live 2gether
den she extremely worried me bring new gf bec home==
so i aso moved back and live wif my family in selayang now
it feel great ==
but most importantly now is my wife
so everythings is okays
u r my future and nth can ever keep us frm our destiny
i love u more den u could even noe
I want to make this promise based on the love that you have shown me and the things you have done to keep my hopes alive
Today, I declare my love for you alone,
no one but you and it's from the bottom of my heart
I promise to be there for you in good and bad times because you are worth dying for

extreme fatigue

damn...
without sufficient sleep tis few days
but later nid go out again

i didn't stop u imitate my dance move
i dun mind if u can do it :))

insane

sometimes it will happen sumthing insane to make eu realize how much u luv her
she is my wife
of coz i will protect her to the best of my ability
and don't let anyone bully her
don't let she feel emptiness and sadness
dar...i love u

hapi bufday denny :)))
hav fun 2nite

eu r everythings of mine

u know wat my dear said?

whole day playing computer = quite lifeless

yeap!dear i think so

i hav ntg to regret now
i had great.happy.unforgettable moments wif eu
If I can use a wish, I will use it right now.
Together with you forever, is my biggest wish.
I am keeping my fingers tightly crossed.
To pray to God, to give me a chance to be with you forever

my love

i set my heart to let all the agony,the past,the emotions,the love.. pass
now all i need is forgive her past
and giv her a new hope
only myself can repair the mistakes tat i done myself
the feeling tat losing someone who i cared for
failing in the things i had prepared for all the time and more
i guess no one will know better than me
so i won't let it happen again
by the way
i love you my girl
i believe we can mantain our love for each other although how sacrifice is required
u have taken the big part of my life
and tats all for tonite

bec M'sia

hey guy
never thought so u go US still enjoy ur life much
live tat fuckin big villa there
btw
thx for takin care of me and my dear there for the past few days
sure i'll giv bec same treatment to eu XD
when u bec m'sia ==

dear
dream . future . promise
i never 4gt it
aunty susan (dear's mum)
about the catholic skul drop-out
i don't mind the refund procedure
and will complete her transfer formalities on Monday
she's goin to bed
I'll take gud care of her
gud nite :) sleep tight

its time 2 keep my promise :)

i said i will pay a visit 2 rayz's house
to c uncle and aunt
nw its time to keep my promise :)
2mrw i will go us wif my dear
return ticket will buy in the locality
cuz we stil dunno how long we will stay at there
miss me guys XD

my team

practise diligently

gud luck

bi...

stay at skul dormitory
but i didnt attend my class
since morning till now at basketball court
miss my dar argh...
wan bec home T.T

dar =x

called my dar juz now
haha she rili very miss me xD
half day didn't c me she want cry ady
dar..
heard ur voice u r goin to b sick
drink more water lur....
no nid worry me lar...
my leg nth serious :)
nid off ler...
call u later lur...
muackz

damnation

"People are born with two hands, two legs, two eyes, two kidneys, two ears and almost two of everything but why only one heart which is like the most essential thing of one's own self? ''

The answer is that the other heart has been already with someone, awaiting to be met.

MY HEART HAD FOUND

right now i am like a hot soup in feelings

all negative

or wad the pessimist is saying me all the time

the failure in high hopes is crushing me to my own mental death

guess i hav depression

or sumthing i could blame it on

i now has to face the fact tat reality is sumthing rili terrible and terrifying

now i feel i'm in deep shit

wif full of mess

inadmissibility to LOSE

very disappointed of myself
for my junior is completely lose confidence
is impossible to train them in such a short time
apologize to my coach
the match on nex week
i feel so unsure
so tired and exhausted
keep fighting to win the match
rili tired...
i was being pushed and fell down and injured my right leg
damn...
but no choice
can't relax even a moment

TIS MATCH

IS IMPORTANT

FOR ME!

start frm tomorrow
i will stay in skul dormitories for a week
went all-out for my team
cheer up guys

luii

dun let the matter affect ur mood
i'm always on ur side
won't let anyone bully eu
promise me
tis is the last time u weep
i love u...

Single

i always thought
only death can do us apart
but tis only my wishful thinking
if does not cast an edge
wherefore should we linger upon it
juz break it up

I hereby declare tat

i'm Single now :)

Osaka Jpn :)

bcoz of some things
i rili very moody
although my dad promise will help me solve
after all
i gt half of my saving in my bank acc :(
let it pass :(
go japan for 2weeks
wif my bro Rayz
regrettably vicky didnt cum
didn't see her for a long time
i will bec malaysia on 30th july
i think rayz will follow me bec
he is very interested in my Miss Lemon ==
and of coz to meet the Miss Fish
i must pay a visit to ray's house to see uncle and aunt
let's get 2gether on a date :)
you know it has a terrible jet lag between US and here ==
dear had a menstrual colic tis few days
but i'm not beside her
wat can i do is just ask my maid buy medicine for you
and remind her eat medicine
take care dear
i miss you

宝贝我不允许你...

我不允许你哭，因为有我在你还哭的话，就证明我没用，那还要我干什么？！

我不允许你和别的男孩子晚上在外面玩，不是我不信任你，在心胸阔的男孩子也会吃醋的，更何况我是那么的在乎你！

我不允许你不吃饭，人是铁饭是钢，身体是革命的本钱，我不想你死我前头！

我不允许你熬夜，理由和第二条一样，身体是革命的本钱，我不想你死我前头！

我不允许你干体力活，有我在你凭什么那么累，乖乖的给我擦汗，倒水喝！

我不允许你起的比我早，别废话，让你睡你就睡，睡饱了好起来吃我做的早餐！

我不允许你单独一个人走夜路，因为有我在我永远不会让你一个人走！

我不允许你吃醋，开玩笑，我那么专一，我如果在你面前多看别的女生一眼，我把自己剁了！

我不允许你喝酒，不是不让你喝，少喝可以，喝多了伤身体！

我不允许你把手弄伤，一个女生最漂亮的除了脸蛋就是手了，你要爱护啊！

我不允许你不信任我,我对你承诺的话,说过的话,答应你的一切我都会做到!

我不允许你不理我，你在我心中是那么重要，没有你我会很不自在，不要折磨我好吗？

我不允许你和我斗嘴，我让着你你才能赢，到现在和女生打嘴架除了我让着的，要不没有能赢我的！

我不允许你孤单，我的爱和思念会时刻陪在你左右，有它们陪你，你不会感到孤单！

我不允许你下雨不打伞,虽然女人是水做的,但淋湿了会感冒, 我会心疼!

我不允许你生气,有我在你会很开心的,哪怕是天塌了,我也要先把你逗笑!

我不允许你不听话,你如果问我为什么强行抱你去医院的话, 我只回答一句话:因为你是我的!

我不允许你吓我,我很胆小,不要用任何事吓我,我会很害怕!

我不允许你打我,不要打了,你的手会很痛的,我很抗打哦!

我不允许你大声的跟我喊，省省吧，嗓子不痛吗？喊坏了我还心疼呢！

我不允许你独自过马路，现在的司机很猛的，我要牵着你的手，把你平安的送到对面！

我不允许你懦弱，你要非常强悍，我这么不听话，你要管得住我哦！

我不允许你斤斤计较，做女人要看的开，心胸广阔才能快乐，听话哦！

我不允许你是最快乐的，因为拥有你，我已经是世上最快乐的了，所以你只能排第二了！

我不允许你不说话，宝贝，我们也需要交流，就算是我单方面的赔礼道歉你也应该给点面子说声：“原谅你吧！”

我不允许你要风度不要温度，多穿点吧，天冷会感冒的，不管你穿的怎么样，你在我眼里都是最美的！

我不允许你减肥，我的爱跟你的体重没关系，你要坚信无论你变成什么样，我都爱你！

我不允许你迷惘，小傻瓜不许怀疑我是否爱你！

我不允许你去远的地方不告诉我,那样我一定会疯的!

fuckin tired

fuckin tired
damn cool in genting
all the roads invisible in the fog
didn't slp a few days
2day whole afternoon stay at hotel slp!
2nite safari again
signs of illness has started
2morrow need bec early and rest
need to prepare now
gud luck for me

dear i felt very sry to eu...

www.lemon1231.blogspot.com
dear...i'm sorry
i giv u a lot of uneasy from the beginning
and make u lacks a lot sense security to me
i had neglect ur feeling
i'm sorry
the promise tat i said juz now
not wheedled u
not a momentary spirit
i'm serious
I'll always by ur side...
from now and forever

End

A relationship without trust i think should not be necessary to continue :)

Lemon Ching ,
I'm waiting for ur gud news :)

NEVER

never see wrong person

tis answer i already tell u b4

but i remember u said i 看衰u

so now the ending is without surprise :)

juz now see ady qing's blog
i didn't conceal
and aso didn't stop u mess
today i go out wif lemon
i already tell u b4
and gt point out emphatically
is only we two
i rili nid sum time and space to myself
if becoz of separation
u want think me to other side
its ok
DISTRUST
from the beginning is our problem

u'r juz a sore loser

i'm not as competitive as u
from the article from u
already see clear you never concerns the feeling of others
include lingz
i no nid to certify wateva to u
u juz a ex-bf
u can say me overreach oneself
but i can tell u here
i stop quarrelling wif u
coz i dun wan lingz with the purpose of us
confuse with more things
the troubles and pain tat u bring to her
more den u can imagine
if my behaviour in ur eyes is always childish
why ur every articles is response to my post
and never attempt to stop it

lolxxx...u r fuckin no brain

"you r here bcuz u hav failed in humility,in self-discipline"
haha...nice sentences
but i think i nid to correct u
"i am here bcuz i hav curiosity to c a person brazen it out doin his death struggle" :)
not care??not angry??
ur post had betray eu :)
finally u found the point
is NONE-OF UR BUSINESS :)
lolxxx
learned lettered??
thx 4 ur compliments :)

wao...i'm so scare u xD

who said u r innocent??
plz dun delimit an equal-sign on innocent and idiot :)
criticism a rubbish nid choose a day??
RIDICULOUS
who said behind eu??
isn't u hav delusions or sumthing???
keep saying u dare say dare confess
how cum u dun write my name??lolxxx
now i rili confirm u juz a
xiao MEI MEI
ur childish make me feel so funny
lolx

so wad?!

tis is my blog
i write wat at here is none-of-ur business :)
didn't gt qualified??so wat?
i like say wat i like write wat
u aso didn't gt qualified to stop me
4gt to tell eu
tis year i'm 18 years old ady :)
rili duno how old r u
even greater den me
but ur thoughts+behaviour CHILDISH too
xiao mei mei
"ALL IS THE PAST"
later ur 68 misunderstanding den nt gud lo
u r no longer who NOW
so不要踩过界的人
is u

XIAO MEI MEI

oOo

Super-Fake-R!

playing wif those fake things
juz want to make ppl heart broken
izit very fun?
u never see wat happen on the back stage
only absorbed in ur own happiness
so NAIVE
even though she look like didn't mind
but u never noe wat she think in the inner part
i'm rili look down on u guy
put urself in the others happy building on the pain
such i foolish behaviour
dun think u r the winner
in my eyes even to do a rubbish
u aso didnt hav qualification

To Lingz

Don't expect an unanswered question,
not every answer must be correct,
trust your instincts
you are not stingy,
u r care for him,
but should also look at that man
Is worth you to do so
U'r nt happy but is all surface of the sad
Is u tell me
unhappy must share 2gether
but i noe u never do tat..rite?

昨天

昨天跟我宝贝妹去Metro prima
好笑到我们在那边
过后跟rayz去找那班人
他们的结果不用我说吧xD
晚上去maison喝到烂醉

我不做偷偷摸摸的事情

这种关系都要隐瞒我宁愿不要

我没有谁不会死

我没事

打不过就出这些屎招
来yam的oOo
我手的这两刀
今天我一定会还
还到妹(鱼)半夜3点跟nick飞去johor跟我找rayz回来
谢拉
一晚没睡
晴晴谢谢你的关心拉
我真的没事

那位大牌的我没事都不甘愿回来==
现在pok都pok回来kl
这几天会很忙吧

jus a simple article==

Wilson,ur essay=.=

help u write ady...

Why is the Earth Dying?

Man is slowly destroying the earth.In time to come,the future generations may live in a world without trees,flowers or animals.The land will be dry and barren,the seas polluted and lifeless.Is this what we want for our children and grandchildren?

Every day,more and more trees are being chopped down.By doing this,we are destroying the natural habitat and endangering certain species of flora and fauna.Some birds and animals are already extinct and many others are near extinction.There is also massive soil erotion all over the world.

The rivers and sees are polluted because of dumping of toxic waste by factories.There is widespread destruction of marine life including fish,mammals and corals.Oil spills occur frequently,which add to the pollution.Many seas are no longer safe for swimming and fishing.The air too has not escape man's destructive touch.Exhaust fumes from vehicles have polluted it.Toxic fumes from factories and industrial sites have made it worse.There is open burning of garbage and we indiscriminately use sprays,air-conditioners and refrigerators that release chlorofluorocarbons(CFCs)into the air.

The earth is dying day by day.Are we just going to stand by and do nothing?Or,are we going to take a stand and do something about it?The solution is in our hands.All of us must take an active role in reducing pollution.Only by acting together can we save our earth.

shit o0o

For makin’ a fool of me
Why don’t you kiss my behind
I really had faith in you but you betrayed me
Too bad that love is blind
But now that I got you tied up
I’m a quite sure that you know this ain’t gonna fly
There is no need to try and kiss up to me
Your stupid lies won’t save you this time
I hate you !
Cryin’ won’t help you get your sorry ass outta this
I don’t want no part of your shitty “pity me” bit
I’m sick and tired of your wimpy-ass bullshit
Get the fuck out of my life !
You are dismissed
go find a new toy
I don’t give a shit what you do
I ain’t gonna cry over you
I don’t care no more,
so don’t try to butter me up

妹，不要哭

昨晚很夜才打给妹
真的很夜。3点多吧
其实只想看她睡了没有
想问他今天要不要跟我们出
他接电话我真的吓到
我以为我吵醒他
但我还没开口就听到她哭着跟我说
gor我睡不着
他一口气说了很多东西
但我觉得重点在那句"我真的不是将子想他，我知道他不是将的人"
还有很多
没有打断她
我知道这些是他收在心里很久的话
说完了我懂她很伤心
但他还是笑着说
"好啦~哭完就没事了~很夜了~睡吧"
过后他挂了我电话
过了半个钟
我打给他
我懂她有在听我说话
他不出声只是不想给我听见她在哭
我告诉她
"妹你知道吗
你真的变了很多
你最近没告诉我心事
不代表你过得很快乐
你以为你的笑骗到我们几久
你会道歉
会忍
会改掉脾气
终于会想下别人的感受
我却不知道要为你开心还是心疼你
以前你什么都可以哭一场
自己发脾气自己哭
骂了人自己也哭
但几时你的眼泪只属于一个人？
你改变那么多
也只是为了他
你不告诉他这些
只是怕他会说出分手两个字
最后选择把所有开心不开心
收在心底
他要怎样你就配合
吵架即使觉得他错
你还是道歉
你不想他不开心
就自己把不开心的都收起来
你做那么多
只为了留他在你身边
对吗
我不懂要怎样帮你
我不像别人那样
会叫你放弃
因为我懂你失去他
你只会比现在更辛苦
无论怎样
哥尊重你决定
还有
不要哭了"
过后我挂电话了。
印象中
她没为伟南改变那么多
比起她之前拍拖的态度
这次这个男生应该对她很重要吧
她为你做了那么多
难道你真的不知道吗

我的车

刚从1u回来的时候
红绿灯停着
前面一辆saga旧款
粘着P字
niama不会驾车番归啦
他的车突然退后撞到我车
吊
不会manual就驾auto啦
lan lek
还敢叫我下车
我一下车直接
"吊你妈臭海"
他跟他一个朋友还说
"要打架啊"
打啦
谁怕谁
过后call干哥来
他在金河特地飞车来
结果那条水认识我哥
最后他们甘愿赔
妈的今天有够不爽

single life

单身万岁

刚从金河回来

破产。

原本要载妹去的

为了打机不要理我==

弄到我跟立仔两个去。

JI club

一个字

闷